28.12.09

Sleeplesssss Zzzz

Damn my eyes hurt..
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I have been staying up whole night for almost 4nights in a row??
So restless. So fucked up..
My mood is very unstable now.
I get angry easily now. Even at little things.
I'm losing my patience at almost everything.
I'm losing it..
I don't know how to get things back to how it was and be

myself..

Staying up whole night thinking about it.
I just can't stop thinking about it.
Its haunting me.

I don't know what you're playing at..
I don't know why.
Is it fun?
Is this what you call love?
Confusing and hurting and I don't know what other shits you have?
Is that it?

No?

Then why are you doing this to me?
Haven't you punished me enough already?
Can you treat me without getting me confused?
Love me without getting me confused?
Can you?
Yes? No?

Think about it again..
If you can't.. Forget about it..
Who knows maybe you're right in the first place.


That I don't deserve you



4days to 2010

Ron HM


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