Argh..

Why is it so hard to have a simple life?

Why is it so hard to have a relationship and not choose or wait?

Why is it so hard to understand people you love?

Why is it so hard for us to get together?

Why is it so hard for us to do anything openly?


Why is it so hard to let you go?


- Why -

I can't get you off my head. I just can't.
not even a second..

I can't stop loving you. I don't know how.
never tried.. never wanna stop loving you..

I can't leave you. Life would be meaningless then.
it kills not seeing you for a day..

I can't bear the pain. Yet I'm still here.
patience and love helped me through..

I can't stop missing you. Love you damn lot.
when i say i love you.. God knows i really mean it..

because i really do..


My wish...
came through when I was hoping to meet a girl that resembles me
~another me~
She's perfect. Same personality. Same thinking. Same interest.
Almost everything..

but..

sometimes you've gotta be ready with what you're gonna face.
I never thought I'd talk to her or fall for her.
now.. I can't even stop loving her..

Despite the troubles and all sorts of shits we had to go through.
My love for you will never ever fade.
Your love will never fade.
Our love will never fade.

I hope our love will last.
Not the pain we have to face everyday.
I hope we will able to get together.
Not secretly but openly.

That is my wish.



i wish..

- for the love that we share,
for the love that we care,
for the love that we love..
Its not the kisses, huggies or the
i love yous..

but

it is your heart that i want most.
i'm letting you know indirectly that

I love You baby.. -

sigh.. I do..

3days to 2010

Ron HM