Haiz..

I was looking for something.. somewhere to lepas geram.
I was hoping I could punch the wall and not break my hand.
I was hoping I could jump off from high buildings and not die.
I was hoping I could shout and scream my lungs out
and not lose my voice

Instead..
I chopped down a tree in front of my house. Only with a parang..
I'm so out of breath. I'm so tired. I'm so drained out.
Whole body is aching and numb.
I'm sweating like mad..
Thought I'll feel good after that tree jadi mangsa kena tebang.
But yea..
Wasted my energy..

Maybe next I'll just burn my guitar or smash my computer.

nah..

I'll just keep quiet and stay as low as possible.


May that tree rest in peace.

4days to 2010

Ron HM