I tried

Things will never be the same anymore..
Nothing..
I don't wanna know anything..
I don't wanna hear bullshits..
I don't wanna know
and
I don't care!

I'm done with everything.
I tried and I tried..
I fell and broke into million pieces..
I tried and I tried..
I fought hard to hang on..
I tried and I tried..
I never gave up..
I was never weak or a loser..
I was strong and a fighter..

Sorry..
It's over..
I'm not gonna try anymore..
I'm not gonna fix anything back anymore..
I'm not gonna hang on anymore..
I'm weak and I am a loser..
I'm not a fighter anymore..
I give up..

The path I'm taking now..
I'm on my own..
I'm not afraid..
I'm not gonna fail..
and
I know I'm never going back to where I came from..

Nothing matters anymore..
Not from this place..
Not here..
Not from them..
Please, leave me alone..

I guess.. it's too late now..

I envy..
There's love there..
Grateful but.. disappointed..
It's okay now..

I'm not gonna be disappointed anymore..
I'm not gonna cry silently anymore..
I'm not gonna fight for anything anymore..
I'm not gonna see you anymore..
I'm no longer part of you... anymore..

sick and tired..

I'll just leave..