thanks a lot for the comfort and care you dudes showed..
I appreciate it..
Having too much at a time.. Gee..
Where you just can't stop sighing and go wandering around thinking what to do next..
I mean hey.. I've got this and that to settle..
I've got to focus on this and that.. Come on..
I'm on the verge of... don't bother~....
Sometimes, some people just don't see it.
And the next thing you know.. hell ya...
Misunderstandings.. Arguments blablablablahhhh
With all the shits around me..
Now I know why some people committed suicide..
Just to end all their shits they're facing..
I get that feeling too, sometimes..
The feeling of "ahh.. Just forget it and go.. Isn't it better to die than to face it?? duh~"
Boooo... so never gonna take my own life away. Losers..
But yea.. I've gotta admit. Its tough.. Very tempting to just you know.. "kill yourself"
I have more reasons to live than to kill myself..
And, to any of the people I love, I'm sorry and I really apologize from the bottom of my heart if
I have hurt you lots in anyway..
Dudessss.. Sorry I smashed your car..
Chen, I know you read my blog.. sorry I almost wanted to punch you.
You guys know me well.. I don't go hurting people unreasonably.
There are a lot more..
But yea... to you, if you're hurt in anyways by me. I apologize. No explanation for you.
I'm the bad guy (as usual).. take care..
It just happened. Things suddenly come.. just like that..
In a blow.. One Big Blow~
God, You testing me?
sigh~
Mother, get well soon. We'll pray for your recovery.
Father, go back to mother. You both need each other.
One after another.. Its stacking up higher and higher.
Academic, family, relationship.. etc..
suddenly.. things overturned..
Good to bad.. bad to worse.
Like I said, I can't stop sighing and thinking about it.
Sleepless restless nights..
Nobody was there beside me.
Even now.. (I mean beside God, of coz..)
I had to go through my sleepless restless nights alone.
Well, life people.. This is life..
Sigh~
Ron HM
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