Change The World Concert (1am band)

The concert was great.

The band was awesome.

They have great nice songs.

Sound was great.

They rock!


God has great things for this city.

Greater things have yet to come!

Greater things are still to be done in this city!

We CAN change the world

Let us take a step forward and change the world


Change Your World

Your Future Begins Now.


Pictures!

Blurry Sam and I
(take 1)


Blurry Sam and I
(take 2)


Johling, Blurry Sam, Warrior Ron

=="
(take 1)


Johling, Blurry Sam and Warrior Ron
(take 2)

Ah beng Zech and Warrior Ron

=p

Innocent Ron and Poser Bak-Achang Libat


Happy Blurry Sam



The 1a.m. Band



What is this unc's name? I forgot... =="


With Jude Limus (Vocal/E.Guitar/Keyboard)
Cool dude. Awesome Guitarist.

Daniel Krishnan (Vocal/Bass)
Great bassist.


left; Cuzario David (Drum) Like his style.
right; Neil Batiancila (Lead Vocal/Guitar) Nice guy. Rockin'..

Got a free CD!
=)
Thanks Guys
Great Band
Nice Songs
Awesome Dudes

God Bless
Good-the-very-night

pik pik

Ron HM

I erm.. I think..

that life is completely different now
that things are no longer the same

But

I've got other better things to do
I've got other things that are way more important for me to achieve
I have my goal, my aim, my life back now~

Maybe God has his reasons for not letting me continue with my ... erm.. stuffs
He has his reasons for taking important things/people away from me.
Yes He has..
I believe.

I've gone through many
I've gone through many bad things

Now

I'm learning to take it as a lesson
Learning to accept the truth
Learning to accept the fact that this is

Life~

Be patient and have faith in Him




I know I was a troublemaker
I know I was a real bad ass
But then..

People change.

I wanna be like other normal people
Being nice, kind, friendly, good and blah blah..

You people do wanna be good and nice too, right?

Having to face life like this..
It's hard.

I know there are other situations that are worse out there..


We all have our own problems, difficulties, misunderstandings and bla bla bla

Solve it nicely, patiently and wisely
God is there to help
Without God, you're nothing!
I need Him
You need Him
We all need Him.

Nothing is easy.


Get your ars working
Get it moving
Dig your brain out
Work your head off

Never give up


Giving up = suicide
Running away = fugitive


Don't you think so?
Work it out!
I know I can do it
I am working things out

Ignore any hindrances that are pulling you down
Stupid little things that make you stupid-er..
What for? Right?

That's it.
I ask myself sometimes

"ahhhh~ why bother myself with this stupid little things? I have other better, more important things to do. I get nothing for entertaining stupid little things. (not unless i get paid 100bucks a minute la) I'm done with it. Enough is enough."

You choose to walk away,
go, and never come back.

You wanna run away,
go, and never look back.

You wanna leave,
go, =) bye~


I could well be a liar..

I lived my life full of lies around you
I could not bear the pain and the guilt for too long


God
You decide, You take charge.
I tried doing things my way and I failed miserably.
And I have learned my lesson.
I'll be wiser now.

Seek God. Ask and you shall receive.


Remember
Life on earth.. temporary nia.
Live a life where you will never regret living it.
Live for God.
Not for your boyfriend or girlfriend la.
Not for your computers, ps3, handphones.
Not for the world.
Not for anybody/anything.
But for our Creator.


Rock on for Christ!

and by the way..


St. Paul, St, Peter or St. whoever..








They do not serve beers in Heaven, dear friends..

=="



God bless you creatures

Nighttssyy night.



krick krick

Ron HM

Ron "HM"

"HM" stands for??

Yea yea.. besides "Hantu Mamora"

H = Horas
M = Mamora

Given by my late Indonesian (Batak) Grandpa.

Horas means Super
Mamora means Man
~SuperMan~

.... ... .... ............. ...

Funny~ ha ha.. .... .... ... ..



Here, I did some research.

The meaning of Horas

Horas in Batak tradition has its uniqueness.
Created from Batak’s life philosophy DNT (Dalihan Na Tolu)
Literary DNT means “Tungku Nan Tiga” or Stove supported by three legs.
Not triangle love =="

The philosophy shows the intimate internal relationship from three Batak’s familial society which pray for everyone to always be “Horas-Horas”.
(my name. *sob sob*)

Somba Mar Hula-hula, Elek mar boru, Manat Mar – Dongan tubu.

Manat mar – Dongan Tubu
means carefully maintain the family relationship to avoid misfortune and curse from our family.
Every Batak person is a King (Raja) DeBataraja, not in a monarch way of meaning.

Batak tradition does not consider one’s position,
wealth or status because it solely refers to DNT philosophy.

Based on Batak tradition, Batak people are simple, cooperative, giving and gentle.
It is wrong to say that Batak people is rude, tough and difficult to socialize.
(see.. told you people I'm a very nice guy =p)

The rough and tough physical appearance is the result of Tapanuli natural condition which shape Batak people’s life.
Tapanuli soil is dry and hard with high altitude from sea water that force Batak people to work hard for food.

Then baru lah got the word "HORAS"

Interesting. I tak tahu pun..

And Mamora..
Its just a name.
No meaning or whatsoever.
blahhh~

There..

Ron HM

The Chronicle of Batak and.....

Mamora Poltergeist ..(Hantu Mamora)
=="

night night

~Gentle Fart~

Ron HM

You Are Everything

Find me here, speak to me
I want to feel you, I need to hear you
You are the light that's leading me to the place

Where I find peace again

You are the strength that keeps me walking

You are the hope that keeps me trusting

You are the light to my soul

You are my purpose

You're everything

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
You calm the storms and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands

You won't let me fall

You still my heart and you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

Cause you're all I want,

You're all I need

You're everything

Everything~

You're all I want

You're all I need


Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

Jason Wade

Ron HM

My heart.. =)

My heart says

The journey begins now.

Love and never let go~

=)


My heart smiles

Whenever its just "you and me".

Treasure every moment~

=)


My heart sings

A love song.

Specially for you~

=)


My heart wants

To be with you

Need you~

=)


My heart longs

For your presence.

Miss you~

=)


My heart

...

Loves you~

=)

Originally by

Ron HM

Pictures! (McD)

Makan at McD (3rd mile)
Happy Tummy!

Make noise at McD (3of us)
Happy Maniacs!

Bleh..

Here are the pictures.
Edited Edition!
=D

The three of us.
Jolyn ar.. haiz.. lol..
=P


Wanted to take pictures with Jolyn..
didn't get the chance to..
Wanted to take Jolyn and Abby together.. (susah)


Me, Abby.. and aunt Shona.
Reflection. Abby.. see..
Told ya its clearer here. Phone too small. Can't really see.


Jolyn.. Is that you?
So un-jolyn-ish la..
You dis-jolyn-ish-ed yourself is it??
Got new character for you la

Look alike right???

Comparing the pictures eh? I know.. haha




The White Edited Edition
Take 1


I like this picture better =)
Take 2



Best picture..
The Emo Jolyn..



There..
Still got more la.
But lazy wanna upload.

I had a great time just now.
Thanks to you two!
=)

Goodnight creatures!

Click Click

Ron HM

Wow-ed

I saw a plane!
broooooom!!

=D

Smile Ron =)

I know I was really down few weeks ago.
So..
Here.. to prove that I'm okay already..
I can smile =)



SEE!! I SMILED!!!!

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God Bless! =)

Ron HM

Tuesday Night

Tuesday night..
(19.01)

Went for practice with church dudes
Dennis and Nicholas.
bla bla bla bla...
then..

Yea..
Nick and I did a major change on the drums. =p

There..
We removed one tom and repositioned the ride and the cymbals
hehe..
Re-tuned the snare and floor tom.
("planetshakers" style konon)

Then we gave it a try..

Thumbs UP!

We were very happy with the new settings.


See the smile on Nick's face


blah blah blah blah...

then..

We went for supper at 101.
"We" as in.. Dennis, Nick and Ron..

Dennis and his... don't know what drink..

and

Nick and his 3thousand layer Teh C Peng..


And guess what..
We had a really hard time talking.
Thanks to one of the Ah beng's shop.
Speakers blaring like mad..
Couldn't hear a word..
Bom drop also you wouldn't know ba.

Well..

That didn't stop us from talking though.

Topic : Computers, software, systems
Nicholas : Questioner
Dennis : Answerer

Ron : Interferer = ="


Haha..
True what. Talk to me anything about computers.
I'll go..
ah? Oh~ Eh?


Haha.. and OH!

Guess what I had for dinner just now.
hehe..

(Before)

Yes.. sliced chicken and onions.

Seriously..


(After)

My dinner.
It's easy to cook la. haha..
Easy to cook. Hard to wash. =p


Burp.. Happy tummy =)

Night! Night!
God Bless..

Ron HM

Woo

Eh... NFS most wanted kick arsssss man.
I know I'm outdated la. But then..
Shiok ba..

Drift here... ngeekkkkkkkkkk.. Drift there... ngeeekkkkkkkkk
Then right.. Got police chase you know.
Damn I'm so sakai..
Sorry la. Jungle boy what.
Raised up by a bunch of monkeys.

Well.. Kinda fun la.
Took my mind off for a bit.
But then.
Kinda stress ba that stupid police go chase me down.
They drive worse ar. Seriously.
Knock here and there.
Still they managed to harass me... arrest me, I mean..
My car slow lo.

New game what~

I know who's laughing now.
I know who kaki NFS la.
PRO la.. Li hai la.. Salute you la..

haha..

Annnndddddd


PS2. MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH!
welcome back to daddy.

geh geh geh..

nick got new boyfren (gay guy =p)

Trat Trat..

Ron HM

Rescue! Change the World! GO!

You are the source of life
I can`t be left behind
No one else will do
I will take hold of You

Cause I need you Jesus
To come to me rescue
Where else can I go

There`s no other name
By which I am saved
Capture me with grace
I will follow you

My heart is your for life
I need Your hand in mine
No one else will do
I put my trust in You

I will follow You

This world has nothing for me

Want Jesus to rescue you?
Coz this world aint got nothing for you people.
I know I want Jesus to rescue me.
Do you?

This world has nothing for you but
bad bad bad stuffs.
This world has nothing for you.
Really.. But..

Jesus has..


Come to Him.
He will rescue you.
He will rescue us.

Tell the nation.
Tell your friends.
Tell the whole world.

It is time to change the world for the better.
Change the world!
Change your world
Your future begins now!

There's a concert.
Change the world tour concert.
Go check it out.
A group from Penang touring around Malaysia
They are the 1am band.. funny name eh??
Check it out.

30th January 2010

6.00pm-10.00pm
(doors open at 5.30pm)

Inti College Sarawak (auditorium)

RM20.00 (including a cd)

God bless!


Make a move. Go change the world.
GO!

Ron HM

This is the air I breathe..

This is the air I breathe.
This is the air I breathe o God.
Your holy presence living in me.

This is my daily bread.
This is my daily bread.
Your very word spoken to me.

And I, Lord. I'm so desperate for You
I'm so lost without You
I'm so desperate for You.

Lord.. Open the floodgates of Heaven.
Let it rain, Lord. Rain down on us.



The Lord Reigns
Let the earth be glad
Let the distance shores rejoice
Clouds and thick darkness surround Him

Righteousness and justice are the foundation of His throne
a fire goes before Him and consumes His foes on every side
His lightning lights up the world
the earth sees and trembles

The mountains melt like wax before the Lord
before the Lord of all the earth
The Heavens proclaim His righteousness
and all the people will see His glory!

Let It Rain!

Michael W. Smith

Ron HM

God Works In Many Ways Even When There Seems To Be No Way

And when you think your life is a mess..
Completely disoriented.. Problems here and there..
Temptations everywhere.. You're lost.. You're confused..
You're physically and mentally exhausted.
You've had enough.. Think again..

Why are we here on earth then?

God works in many ways...
We may not see it but He is working up there..
God will make a way.
Even when there seems to be no way..
He works in ways we cannot see..
He will be our guide..
Hold us closely to His side..
With Love and Strength... For each new day..
Yes, God will make a way..

Here's a song by Hillsongs United. This song really touched me..

With All I Am

Into Your hand
I commit again
With all I am
For You Lord

You hold my world
In the palm of Your hand
And I'm Yours forever

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

I'll walk with You
Wherever You go
Through tears and joy
I'll trust in You

And I will live
In all of Your ways and
Your promises forever

When you're so much in need. When you're so much in pain..
doubt.. anger.. tears..
And when you know it,
God IS the answer to your questions. He will take good care of you.
He will watch over you. He will always be there for you.. He loves us..

Faith is what we all need.
Trust God always..
For He is Perfect..
He is Great...
He is.. EVERYTHING..
He will show the way..


and~

I'm sick of running around looking for answers.
I'm sick and tired. So very sick and tired.
Sick of entertaining unreasonable issues.


But there's one thing I know for sure..

My body, my soul will never stop worshiping God.. I will never get tired of it..
I can never get sick of praising Him. That's the purpose of life.. isn't it?
To glorify God's name..

Ron HM

Life.. you think? Aye~

Friends, beloved friends..
thanks a lot for the comfort and care you dudes showed..
I appreciate it..
Having too much at a time.. Gee..
Where you just can't stop sighing and go wandering around thinking what to do next..

I mean hey.. I've got this and that to settle..
I've got to focus on this and that.. Come on..
I'm on the verge of... don't bother~....
Sometimes, some people just don't see it.
And the next thing you know.. hell ya...
Misunderstandings.. Arguments blablablablahhhh

With all the shits around me..
Now I know why some people committed suicide..
Just to end all their shits they're facing..
I get that feeling too, sometimes..
The feeling of "ahh.. Just forget it and go.. Isn't it better to die than to face it?? duh~"

Boooo... so never gonna take my own life away. Losers..
But yea.. I've gotta admit. Its tough.. Very tempting to just you know.. "kill yourself"
I have more reasons to live than to kill myself..

And, to any of the people I love, I'm sorry and I really apologize from the bottom of my heart if
I have hurt you lots in anyway..
Dudessss.. Sorry I smashed your car..
Chen, I know you read my blog.. sorry I almost wanted to punch you.
You guys know me well.. I don't go hurting people unreasonably.
There are a lot more..
But yea... to you, if you're hurt in anyways by me. I apologize. No explanation for you.
I'm the bad guy (as usual).. take care..


It just happened. Things suddenly come.. just like that..
In a blow.. One Big Blow~
God, You testing me?

sigh~

Mother, get well soon. We'll pray for your recovery.
Father, go back to mother. You both need each other.

One after another.. Its stacking up higher and higher.
Academic, family, relationship.. etc..
suddenly.. things overturned..
Good to bad.. bad to worse.
Like I said, I can't stop sighing and thinking about it.
Sleepless restless nights..
Nobody was there beside me.
Even now.. (I mean beside God, of coz..)
I had to go through my sleepless restless nights alone.

Well, life people.. This is life..
Sigh~

Ron HM

THIS IS FOR YOU!!!

What's happened??
let me guess alright?

You're tired of it
You don't want anymore
You had it already
You don't want it anymore???
IS IT???

Tell me the truth!
Why MUST you always leave me hanging??
WHY WHY WHY???

Why is it so hard for you to tell me?????
WHY WHY WHY???

DO YOU LOVE TORTURING PEOPLE??
look..

I don't know what you're thinking right now
and
I don't know what you want..

Stop leaving me around and just walk away as if I'm some kind of animal.
I mean HEY! Animals have feelings too alright???

I'm tired of your ignorant attitude like this.
Can't you just talk it out or answer any of my questions??
Why must you HIDE or AVOID??
WHY??????

TAK CUKUP KA I GIVE YOU MY EVERYTHING??
not enough is it??
TAK CUKUP IS IT MY ATTENTION FOR YOU????

You choose to ignore??
fine...

very fine...

Rain Down

Looks like tonight, the sky is heavy
Feels like the winds are gonna change
Beneath my feet, the earth is ready
I know its time for heaven's rain, it's gonna rain
It's gonna rain, again

Back to the start, my heart is heavy
Feels like it's time, to dream again
I hear your voice, and yes I'm ready
To dance upon this barren land
Hope in my hands

Cos it's living water we desire
To flood out hearts with holy fire

Rain down all around the world we're singing
Rain down can you here the earth is singing
Rain down my heart is dry but still I'm singing
Rain down rain it down on me.

Do not shut, Do not shut, Do not shut the heavens
But open up, open up, open up our hearts

Give me strength to cross the water
Keep my heart upon your altar
Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my feet don’t let me falter

no matter how heavy the rain is

no matter how strong the wind is

no matter how deep the flood is

no matter how dark the sky is

nothing will turn me away from You O God

I fall, You catch

I cry, You comfort

I call, You answer

You have never failed to help/guide/lead/protect/provide us with Your everything

we ask, You give..

Why can't we give when You ask?

Take this misery away from me God

Let me rise up high with You

Take me....

sighs~

sighs

Now
I just really need peace, encouragement and time..
I need somebody
To understand me, to comfort me, to be there for me.
and

to cheer me up =(

Troubles and problems come right after another.
It's stacking up higher and higher..

feeling so down..

sigh...

I wish I could just.....

run away..

but that would be very foolish..

sigh..

tired of thinking. tired of entertaining people's weird behaviours,
tired of running around, tired of everything...

argh..

life...

Well Thought ..

Another week gone.
Soon, a month..
Later.. A year.

Come to think about it..
What have I achieved after so many years?

What have you achieved?

Sometimes when you're alone in your own room, living room, anywhere. Doesn't matter.
Do you think about your life? The past? Bittersweet memories? Future?
What are you gonna do next? After graduation? After retirement?

Have you ever thought about it?

I have.. Sometimes. But yes, I have.

Life ain't that simple as you think it is..

Like what people always say... Life = ups and downs. etc..

Living a life with no purpose/goal/aim is as good as nothing but a parasite.

Well, I had a good thought about it.

I learned that we MUST always put God FIRST!
I have gotta admit that I have always neglected God.
I have a very poor relationship with God and my family.
I'm losing every bit of myself each day;
My patience, my discipline, my priorities...
So, after a long while, I'm gonna lose everything.
I'm gonna leave it all behind.. My goal/aim/purpose to live/achieve..
So what is the purpose of life then?? To live and die?

Just like that?

Of coz not.. Look around you. People are getting more extreme. People are changing. Things around don't look the same anymore. Even the use of the word "ALLAH" is very exclusive now.
What are you gonna do? What are you gonna do to help yourself and the people around you?
I know.. yes.. Pray~ (this i gotta admit too. I don't really pray that often)

Pray that:
-God will show us the way and lead us on the right path and not into temptation.
Because God WILL show the way. Seek him first. Ask and you shall receive..

-We would set our priorities right and do our very best.

-Better relationship with God, with family and friends.

-Future, goal, aim, achievements, relationships... etc


and for the world.. (esp Malaysia)

Pray that:
-All parties will learn to respect each other's right and liberty to practice one's faith and religion.

-Unwanted elements may be retrained from provoking and politicising the issue for one's own political mileage.

-God to overrule all demonstrations. Peace, order and harmony will be preserved.

The NECF has appeal to Christian community to stand together in one heart and mind to intercede for God's will to prevail that peace and order will preserved in our nation.


Let us live a life that is worth living for. Live a meaningful life. Set your priorities and aim for the best. We are here on earth temporarily only. Get up and go! Waste no more time.

Call me what you want. Hypocrite, rubbish-talker, bullshit or whatever la.. I don't care.
Only God knows..

I've got my priorities right and I'm living with it..
It is not easy. Nothing is easy. Nothing comes free..
Work for it. Go for it. God is always there to help you when you fall.
He will watch over you..

Ron HM

I hate funfairs..

Hellooo... see???
I'm still awake..
Gonna get a shotgun the first thing in the morning.
Load it up later at night..

Bang...

There you go..

Sleeping Ron...

Nooo~

Dead Ron~

=="

I don't wannnnaaaa die yet.


I WANNA SLEEP!!!!!

sooonn soooonn... I'm gonna sleep soon.

It's 3.10am..

Come on Ronnnn...

Sleep...

ngek ngek~

jrengg... jreeenngg....



Oh by the way.. ignore the title..

I love funfairs..

Hey!
Its Monday tomorrow!
Finally..
That means back to school!
YaY!
Sick of staying at home.
Bored of dating with computer liao..
Wanna date with instruments and other friends..
Enough of computer. =P

nah la.. sure go home look for computer after school.
tsk tsk tsk.. teruk la me.. sigh~

Should I cut my hair short or just leave it?
Its long tho.. Kinda messy and haggard la..
Like gorilla ba..
Maybe I'll cut next week.. Maybe nia la..

Kekekekeke...
Training myself now to sleep by 11pm.. Must!
Yea.. Rigghhttt~ Still blogging and facebooking now le..
What time now?? hmm.. Its 12.36 AM ... RON~
ngek ngek...
I'll get over it.. err.. soon.. hehe

I've been up late like some machine that cannot be turned off..
and
I've been dating with the computer like I'm gonna have babies with it..

okkkk... talking nonsense and make-no-sense-crap now..
bla bla bla...

Think I should "try" to sleep now eh??
Staying up till so so so late night..
Worse than midnight clubbers..

what? midnight clubbers?? ahhhhh~

Oh ya! I broke one of my guitar strings.
pheewit..
That means.. needa spend money for new strings again.. darn it..
My babeh needs a new G-string..
So I can play around with her..
and be satisfied by her...

don't think dirty..

KUCIKUCIKUCIKUCIKUCIKUCIKUCIKUUUUUU.......

SLEEPING TIME!!!!! ...................... righttt~

Ron HM

You Can Take It All Away

So much beauty in life
Shining on the outside
Empty on the inside
I get lost sometimes
Blinded by the flashing lights
Distractions always in my eyes

So I'm following the sound, the sound of my heart

Beating

You can take it all away
I don't need it
Underneath, i'll still be the same
You can take it all away
I don't need it, it's not me
You can take it all, take it all away
I'll still be the same

Are you hiding still?
Don't you want to love yourself?
Don't you know that someone will?
Time can turn it around
Leave it all that's dribbled down
That's the only way to find it out

Are you following the sound, the sound of your heart?
Beating

Coming in with nothing, leaving with the same
It's all inside
Coming in with nothing, the only thing that saves
Is here inside

~Ryan Cabrera~

Ron HM