a month of kebosanan...

Hey yo peepsiee......

MUAH! sheesh. I forgot my blog password.. lama tak blog lo...

Well, quick update..

After cuti raya.. I gained extra **kgs...

Before, I was skinnier than a pig..

I'm so sick of ps2, rice, and bla bla bla...

definitely not sick of porky.. (maximum yummyssss)

There is nothing here for me to play with.. only ants..

Oh I even named them...

Many weeks ago was a hell.

I ...... *poor connection* ..... (wanna know? ask me personally)

You know, I'm surprised I'm addicted to dota now..

You know the game thing where heroes walk around muttering under their breath killing other heroes with their superpowers...

I was short of money..

Had grass for lunch and dinner.. (but I bought a new phone three days ago) =="

Im so used to walking around without my shirt on now...

Bless me.. Sometimes i even forget im shirtless..

I composed a new song!

Cool right???? (i forgot how it goes)

Cheap airticket oh cheap airticket...

Best solution.. hijack a plane....

Its almost end of 2010.. So fast?

who changed the battery?

I have lotsa new "friends" here...

stalkers..

My hair is short now...

and it took the barber an hour plus...

there... cant think of anything else to add...

Hunting time.. hungry.. heh...

tick tock! nightssss

God bless ya!

Ron HM

Leave

Hey, anybody in this world?
Can you talk to me a while?
Find a reason for it all?
Cause I keep looking backwards
To a place I've never been
To a home that never was
It's like I'm losing it again
And it takes so long to say these words

Can you wait that long for me?

Dark inside this empty room
And I'm waiting for the sun
To come to me
Someday I'm gonna get this right
Gonna find a better way
Wanna lead another life
I wanted to let you know me
And I never said a word
Though you always seemed to hear

Hey, nothing is real
It's all what you believe
Something you dream inside your head

You know how I feel
Because it's just you and me
Something I need to call my own
To feel and call my own

Well, nothing is real.
It's not over but leave it.
I'm gonna leave it.

Aint that easy.. Really?

Back to who I was?
Within 3months?

Changed..
Within 3months?

Who am I now?
I am still the same guy.
The very sarcastic and mischievous boy.
I still am, am I?



Yes, maybe I have changed...

a little..



Ain't that easy being far away from home.
Especially when you really miss someone back home.
Life ain't easy. (not complaining)

There are so many things in my head now.
Wishing for it to go away.

Give me some time.
To prove it to you.


That things are still the same.

3rd week

Welcome to the planet..

Welcome to existence..

Everybody's watching you

Everybody's waiting for you

What happens next?

Welcome to the fallout

Welcome to resistance

The tension is here

Between who you are and who you could be

Between how it is and how it should be

Maybe redemption has stories to tell? Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell.

Where can you run to escape yourself? Where you gonna go?

My 3rd week here.. What happens next? Emotionally and spiritually challenged. Long story.. Not gonna write about it here.

But I know, God sees everything. God knows.

In Christ alone, and by His strength alone, I'll overcome.

For only by His grace I am redeemed. For only His tender mercy could reach beyond my weakness to my need.

And now I seek no greater honour in just to know Him more. To count my gains losses to the glory of my Lord. In Christ alone, I place my trust.

I'm asking You now.. To lead me all the way. Give me wisdom, faith and determination so that I'll be able to help not only myself but others too.

God Bless

Ron HM

5th day

I think it's my 5th day here?
Having fun? Erm.. Not really.
Ah well.

I'm really blank right now.
No idea what to write..
Hah.. Mayb I'll update a better one soon.

I'm back here and I miss home..
My youths, my friends, my nemo.
My everything.. Hah..

No kolo mee here.. =="

Nights..

God Bless..

Ron HM

Everything's............... different

I'm here.. Yes. Safely.. and miserably.
I have to get use to it. Sigh.. It's not easy to leave a place full of memories.
To leave my home and pursue my dream. Not easy..
Sigh. I miss home, I miss everything back there.
How I wish I could just fly back every weekends.

It's tough but I'll be ok.
Thank you all for encouraging me, your prayers and banyak la..

I couldn't sleep last night. I think my bed is made out of recycled newspapers..
Very funny.. No pillow, no nemo, no blanket..
But I'm fine with it. I'm not here for a vacation. I'm here for my future.

And I see lotsa spiderman in my room. Their webs to trap Miss Mary Jane..
Mosquitos party-ing every night. Very hot like got sun in my room..
Ceh.. Kan bagus if got winter...


Attended the first class, pretty boring..
Erm.. Nothing much..


Food.. OH!!! I'm craving for "real" food now!
Skip this topic.. If I don't.. Habis this laptop kena makan..

Tomorrow is Saturday..
MJYF.. Sigh. I'm so gonna miss worshiping with my youths.
Play my guitar and sing out loud. Bully the juniors.
Supper after youth. ARGH~ Food.. change topic..
Oh I'm so gonna miss them..


Sigh.. I'll come back soon. But I won't say when. =p
Let it be a surprise. Grand entrance..
Don't be surprise if I come back with an Indian boyfriend.
Lots and lots of Indian here.. I have no idea why..
But good la.. Their roti canai really taste like roti canai..
Oh crap.. Food.. change topic...


Was just kidding bout coming back with an Indian boyfriend..
Haha... Alright. I seriously needa hunt for food now.
Oh ya! And the nearest gym is 25mins away from my hostel.. Bless my soul =="
Crap.. Ok ok ok.. My stomach is very unhappy now..

Ta ta..

God bless!

Ron HM

Gonna Miss You...

Gonna miss you two a lot..

Abby


Jolyn

Anthony, Syl.. I'm gonna miss you both too! Syl, all the best there! Ant, take care!

Syl

Ant

God Bless.. Love you all

Ron HM

Over My Head

I tried to figure it out
Time and time again and time again
I guess there's just some things I'll never understand
'Cause Your ways aren't our ways
But deep down in my soul, down in my soul
There is one thing I know that I know

I'm in over my head
Right where I wanna be
I'm so lost within Your love
The love that always covers me
So high, so deep, so wide
A strong and cleansing tide
My soul has found a place to rest
I'm in over my head

I've been holding on
Now I'm letting go, just letting go
Gonna let Your love carry me away
I don't know where I'm going
But I'm surrounded by the truth
And I can feel the current pulling me
Deeper into You

You see me for who I am
You did reach out Your hand
You made me understand
That Your love has always covered me

Worship

Worship..

I believe you all know what worship means..
Worship can include praying, reading God's Word with an open heart, singing, participating in communion, and serving others. It's not limited to one act, but is done properly when the heart and attitude of the person is in the right place.

I often tell people (esp leaders) to worship Him with all your heart.

Worship Him sincerely.

Sing out loud. Speak out loud. Cry out loud. For HIM!

As a leader, you have got to lead the congregations/youths in worship!

Not complaining! Not Comparing! Not Criticizing!

I am sick of people (esp leaders) complaining, comparing and criticizing.

I know some of you don't like to be reminded.

I know I don't like to be reminded every time.

But we are so used being so ignorant and the couldn't care less attitude.

Be humble.

James 4: 6-10 tells us,

"God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble.

Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and He will lift you up."

Worship Him!

Worshiping is not for our entertainment.

When people seek an "emotional high" from worship and don’t get it, they are disappointed and start blaming the song service, the preacher, worship leader, etc. We seem to have forgotten our worship service is to bring glory and honor to God, and not to entertain ourselves. The world wants their worship service to be "more entertaining", thus they are failing to worship God in spirit and in truth. Agree?

We glorify God in our singing praises to His name.

Lead them in worship. Sing louder. Lead them.

Don't worry that you might sing out of key or sing it wrongly.

Don't even bother if you lost your voice or you don't know a single note.

No matter how beautiful your voice is, God sees your heart.

Not your voice...

Spirit and Truth
True worship is God-centered worship. People tend to get caught up in where they should worship, what music they should sing in worship, and how the worship looks to other people. Focusing on these things completely misses the point. Pray and ask for wisdom, peace. Select appropriate songs. Not songs you like. Jesus tells us that true worshipers will worship God in spirit and in truth (John 4:24).

This means we worship from a pure heart!

God is pleased only when we are fully obedient to His will. When His will and only His will is preached, we then

"Worship Him in spirit and in truth."

God Bless

Ron HM

12th June 2010

Concert is over! It was a blessing! It was awesome! It was great! After all the hard works and sleepless nights! I thank God for my great awesome band members! Thank God for youths from other churches. You know it's great to worship the Lord with youths from other churches. Methodist, Catholic, Baptist, Independent.. We all worship the same God! It matters not how big your church is or which church you're from or how charismatic your church is. We worship the same God! That matters! Thank God for everything! He's the best!

Musicians

After concert, the 5 of us chilled at McD. The JAR (Jolyn, Abby, Ron) and the SAR (Syl, Ant, Ron) !! HAHAHA! I should create a new photo album for SAR. JAR = girls club. SAR = guys club. =D

So blessed to have them in my life! And it's amazing how these two groups can click so well. Similar characteristics i guess. Trip on flat surface. Yawn everywhere/anytime. (it's not easy to trip on flat surface and it's not easy to just sit there and yawn for fun.. seriously)

Camwhore time...

JAR


The "ah liens"..


The trip queen(mad skills) and Rong Memokra

Ron Memokra and Miss Yawn(PhD)

Ant the I-can-sleep-everywhere-anytime -- Syl the I-can-trip-on-flat-surface-now guy

=)

Top, I kena bullied at the end of the video.. =/
Bottom, ... just watch. lol


I had a great time with them.

Time to sleep now. So so so tired..
Goodnite you all

God bless

Bored

I want a new camera!
OooOooooo....
I saw it! I touched it!
The precious D90!
hahahha..
Silly me

But.. I want you more.. =)

Hehe.. I'm bored

HA HA

(1am-2am)

We were really bored..
So we decided to cover a song.
God of wonders by Chris Tomlin

Enjoy....laughing..

take one..

take two

take three

take four

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♥♥♥ TOP OF THE LIST ♥♥♥

♥♥ A *bao bei* Nikon D90! ♥♥



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A silent love

I wanna share this love story.. Enjoy reading!

From the very Beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companies her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

God Bless!!

Lose it all

Nothing's gonna change..
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Not even God..

Blame it on me.
I'm fine with anything.
Ignorant? Yes, I am.

We can't go back.
I can't go back.
I'm sorry.. I'm moving on.

Never too late?
It is now..
Think again..

Do you think I'm wasting my time?
I think I am?
For you

Open your eyes..
You can't change me.
Nobody can... but me.

Whatever it is.
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Rescue

God.. Oh God.. Listen
My heart is beating for You.
My heart is longing for You.
My heart is Yours for life.

I need Your hand in mine
I will put my trust in You.

I need You Jesus
To come to my rescue
Where else can I go?
There's no other name
By which I am saved
Capture me with grace

I will take hold of You
I will follow You
I will worship You

Dance Hall Drug

Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love

All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?

Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

Step in and you can lock the door
The candles are lit and the clothes on the floor

Tick-tock, the clock is turning red

The room won't stop spinning and thoughts in your head
And it's too late
You feel like you're making a big mistake
You should've waited

Wait wait wait..

I will be here for you

When you feel the sunlight fade into the cold night
Don't know where to turn
Don't know where to turn

And all the dreams you are dreaming seem to lose their meaning
Let me in your world
Baby let me in your world

All you need is someone who you can hold
Don't be sad, you are not alone

I will be here for you
Somewhere in the night
Somewhere in the night

I'll shine a light for you
Somewhere in the night
I'll be standing by
I will be here for you

In this world of strangers
Of cold unfriendly faces
Someone you can trust
Oh there's someone you can trust

I'll be your shelter
I'll give you my shoulder
Reach out for my love

Baby reach out for my love
Call out my name and my heart will hear
I'll be there
There is nothing to fear

Take Care

Hey,
You ok there?
We're all so worried.
I just wanna say
Do not let anything discourage you or take you down.
Be strong. Get up! Go!

I've said this to you before.
God is watching you.
Do not be afraid. Do not be discouraged.
He is always there. Just ask.
He will help you.


We all have problems of our own.
Don't take it too hard. Know that you're not alone.

God works in many ways. He will make a way for you.

Do not let your problems take you down, alright?


I know deep in, you're strong.
You are..


Cheer up, girl..


Know that we are always there for you.

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.. (Matthew 11:28-39)

Jesus Loves You

I wanna

=)
I wanna eat ice cream
I wanna eat Chicken McDeluxe ♥
I wanna swim swim swim
I wanna I wanna I wanna
=)

I wanna go out and play
I wanna go hang out with friends
I wanna go out take nice pictures ♥
I wanna go adventure

I wanna jog
I wanna go gym
I wanna cycle
I wanna work out ♥

I wanna spend my time relaxing
I wanna clear my head off
Well.. I needa study too =/
hmm..

I wanna I wanna I wanna! ♥
But then..


Piss me off and I'll give you hell
=)



God Bless

I tried

Things will never be the same anymore..
Nothing..
I don't wanna know anything..
I don't wanna hear bullshits..
I don't wanna know
and
I don't care!

I'm done with everything.
I tried and I tried..
I fell and broke into million pieces..
I tried and I tried..
I fought hard to hang on..
I tried and I tried..
I never gave up..
I was never weak or a loser..
I was strong and a fighter..

Sorry..
It's over..
I'm not gonna try anymore..
I'm not gonna fix anything back anymore..
I'm not gonna hang on anymore..
I'm weak and I am a loser..
I'm not a fighter anymore..
I give up..

The path I'm taking now..
I'm on my own..
I'm not afraid..
I'm not gonna fail..
and
I know I'm never going back to where I came from..

Nothing matters anymore..
Not from this place..
Not here..
Not from them..
Please, leave me alone..

I guess.. it's too late now..

I envy..
There's love there..
Grateful but.. disappointed..
It's okay now..

I'm not gonna be disappointed anymore..
I'm not gonna cry silently anymore..
I'm not gonna fight for anything anymore..
I'm not gonna see you anymore..
I'm no longer part of you... anymore..

sick and tired..

I'll just leave..

I wonder why

Enough is enough?
What?

Maybe it is time to go..
already?

but why?

Why must I?

Alright

I choose not to go
Whats gonna happen?

What if I choose to go..
Whats gonna happen?

ah

I'm done with shits.

I'm sick of everything

Still I wait patiently..

I wonder why..

i'm sick

== burgh..
I'm sick
hate it when i'm sick~

I wanna drink cold water, swim, jog under the rain..
Go gym, eat and eat and eat..
but then..
I'm sick~

I wanna go out and relax.
Hang out with friends.
I'm sick~

=="

Rest at home?
Don't want!

I don't care I don't care I don't care!
I wanna go out and play!


Argh..
Exam soon.. Needa study
Oh ya.. I'm sick..
Can't study =)
(excuses)
hehehehehhehehehe

Goodnight!

God Bless

Ron HM

I'm Free Again..

I'm fine..??
I think.. well erm..
Should I be happy about it?

Wanna ask me why?

Well

I have no idea..

Sigh

Kinda long story..
But oh well..

Will blog about it next time
=)


Bed time

Zzz..






Constant reminder


*You think you look strong because you can hold on but.. strength lies in letting go*


Remember, whatever happens, happens for a reason.



Goodnight

God Bless

Ron HM

click

Experience is that marvelous thing that enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.
Again and again and again..
silly me

God Bless

Ron HM

-

After so many years

forget & let go??


















































I tried

Hypocrites!

Some people are just too dumb.

Things they say they won't do, they do.
Hypocrite i tell ya.

"oh na.. i'm not that kinda person.."

and next thing you know..
That person is having the best time of his/her life being a hypocrite..

Boo hoo..
go home, stuck your head in the toilet bowl, think twice or three for an idiot like you..
smack your face and whack your head and ask yourself

"Am i a hypocrite?"


Let the whole damn world know that you're a hypocrite..

Don't act holy. Don't try to be holy.
you look stupid when you do so..
just be who you are..
The true hypocrite.
The one and only.

I don't act holy.
and I know.. I am not a HYPOCRITE!
BECAUSE I HATE HYPOCRITES!!!
Like how I really, really hate clowns!

Fool, listen up.
Stay at home, do whatever you want at home.
Don't go out hurting and destroying people's life.
Don't go fooling around people with your hypocrite attitude..

These two things I HATE THE MOST!!!!!!


CLOWNS!!!!!!

and

HYPOCRITES!!!!!!!!


Hypocrite clown.. urgh..

Hmm..

Why am I feeling this way?
Hmm..
Why is it so hard to sleep?
I'm not sad, I'm not depress, I'm not angry..
I'm just.. blank.

I needa know..
I wish..

I stand by what I said before..
Good things come when you wait patiently..

Goodnight..

God Bless

Hmm..

Ron HM

I HATE!!!!! - Coulrophobia

I HATE HATE HATE HATEEEE CLOWNS!!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE CLOWNS!!
ARGH!!

Let me describe what clowns look like
Heavy make-ups, artificial expressions and unusual attires make a coulrophobic feel extremely uncomfortable. The identity of the person is perfectly concealed with bulbous nose, wired hair color and an acutely painted face.
They are EVIL!!!
Like Abby said, they shouldn't exist..
They are unnecessary/rejected/dirty/scary creatures that take up our oxygen..


Fear Of Clowns is The King of All Weird Phobias!

Does the name Pennywise tell you something? Maybe the chills, maybe some fear, maybe some hatred, or maybe nothing. Imagine that you are alone in your house, it's getting dark, you can't see really well. The door bell rings, you go downstairs very slowly, you open the door and... Pow! A big clown face greets you with an annoying/devilish laughter GUFFAW, GUFFAW, GUFFAW!!! Fear of clowns, together with fear of driving and fear of success, is one of the most known weird phobias and fears.

Fear of clowns, or its scientific name coulrophobia, is an extreme fear towards these hated creatures. It isn't true what they say: clowns are not funny, cute or good-spirited creatures. Well, maybe they are, depending on who is or who is not afraid of clowns. There has always been ambivalence, since people have managed to label clowns into two types. The good, funny one with fear of driving and the evil, sinister one, that kidnaps people and puts them in the trunk of the car to eat them later. Fear of clowns could be toward both of them. However, weird phobias and fears tend to address the evil clown.

Fear of clowns is more common with children; say ages 2 to 7, nonetheless, it can also be found among teenagers and some adults. These weird phobias and fears are caused by two main reasons:

1) Children grow fear of clowns after experiencing a dramatic situation with a clown in person. It may have been at a neighbor's party, or a cruel prank the child's father made. This fear is usually carried to the child's adult life. A similar situation happen with fear of driving, where a traumatic situation makes the brain to retain that episode.

2) After seeing a malefic portrayal of a clown in the movies, television or media in general.

A Social Phobia

There has been a tendency in popular culture to turn the clown persona upside down, providing it with traits of horror. Fear of clowns as part of the weird phobias and fears have been feeding of human terror since the 70's. Weary Willie the clown created one of the first cases of multiple personality in the body of the Kelly's dynasty, father and son. On decade later a whole lot of movies started to give a bigger stardom to these Machiavellian characters. Movies like 'It' and 'Killer Klowns From Outer Space' really created a culture of fear among youngsters. With other generations, evil clown costumes are very popular in Halloween celebrations, town festivals and parties all over.

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The Common Symptoms Of Clown Phobia

1. The clown makes you feel so afraid that you cannot even breathe properly.
2. Your clown phobia makes you sweat a lot.
3. You have nausea and your mouth becomes dry.
4. You feel terribly sick and you start shaking.
5. Your heart palpitates fast and you cannot even speak or think properly.
6. You suffer from a constant fear of dying.
7. At times, you tend to behave abnormally as if you are unable to control your psyche.
8. You tend to move away from reality and experience a full-blown anxiety attack.

Abby and I suffered minor "heart failure", unable to speak and unable to think properly..
right Abby?

Eh Jolyn, why aren't you afraid of clowns??
They are very evil! Ish..

Why they put that stupid clown at The Spring?

Menyusahkan..

haiz..

She's got.. ahh.. forget about it.. loving it..

Love this song.. and the lyrics..
=)

We were seventeen and invincible
Had the world figured out and the girl on my shoulders
Told me everything's gon' be alright
And everything was gonna be alright

Yeah maybe we were in high school
But you never see the ending
When you're young and not pretending
Singing everything's gon' be alright
And everything was gonna be alright
Buried her deep inside
Stars go kill my eyes

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now

Then I took a trip out to LA
For the girl with a smile that could take your breath away
I'm thinking everything's gon' be alright
And everything was gonna be alright


Maybe I thought I could sweep in and
Sweep her off her feet and go right back to Boston
Thinking everything's gon' be alright
And everything was gonna be alright
The streets keep holding on but now she's so far gone

Take me back to you somehow
And everything that I know now it's so hard
I tore us apart
Take me back to feeling like the world
Would just keep dealing me the right cards
Now you're just so far

And I'm 23 and invincible
Got the world figured out and a bird on my shoulders
Told me everything's gon' be alright
And when is everything gonna be alright?

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
Cause then she goes
I wish that I could press rewind somehow
But she's got a boyfriend now

Martin Johnson

Yea.. I always thought everything's gonna be alright.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I was wrooonng..
=/
Don't wanna know why..

Earth Hour!
Woo!
Cham liao..
Need a generator and a really, really big torchlight..

God Bless

Ron HM

Today is Wednesday..

Went swimming..
With ah girl, bryan, shirley, ivan and val..
Damn..
2hours in the pool!
I'm SICK! FEVER!! FLU!! argh..
Haha..
Val can't swim..
Ah girl also..
Damn funny..
Bryan too..

2hours!
Now my eyes are so blurry..
My hair like candle wax lo..

Then..
We had dinner together..
Chit chat chit chat..
Go home..
Rest..

haha..



Now I realise
Sometimes I need what only you can provide.. Your absence
and..
Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much.. You're not that good.
Great sarcasms for you..

=)


God Bless..
May He Bless you more of wisdom.. and sanity..
I'm not being rude..
You're just insignificant..
There you go..
another one.

Just gotta love life sometimes..
Most of the time.. with sarcasms..


God Bless ya..

Ron HM

God that healeth me

Migraine, migraine ohh migraine..
Why are you so so so arghh....
Sien..

Give me a break will ya?
sheesh..

Sigh..

Oh well.. Living with it.

hmm..




You are the God. That healeth me
You are the Lord my Healer
You sent Your Word and You healed my disease
You are the Lord my Healer..
Don Moen

Simple prayer, humble heart..
God listens..

God Bless

Ron HM