3rd week

Welcome to the planet..

Welcome to existence..

Everybody's watching you

Everybody's waiting for you

What happens next?

Welcome to the fallout

Welcome to resistance

The tension is here

Between who you are and who you could be

Between how it is and how it should be

Maybe redemption has stories to tell? Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell.

Where can you run to escape yourself? Where you gonna go?

My 3rd week here.. What happens next? Emotionally and spiritually challenged. Long story.. Not gonna write about it here.

But I know, God sees everything. God knows.

In Christ alone, and by His strength alone, I'll overcome.

For only by His grace I am redeemed. For only His tender mercy could reach beyond my weakness to my need.

And now I seek no greater honour in just to know Him more. To count my gains losses to the glory of my Lord. In Christ alone, I place my trust.

I'm asking You now.. To lead me all the way. Give me wisdom, faith and determination so that I'll be able to help not only myself but others too.

God Bless

Ron HM

5th day

I think it's my 5th day here?
Having fun? Erm.. Not really.
Ah well.

I'm really blank right now.
No idea what to write..
Hah.. Mayb I'll update a better one soon.

I'm back here and I miss home..
My youths, my friends, my nemo.
My everything.. Hah..

No kolo mee here.. =="

Nights..

God Bless..

Ron HM

Everything's............... different

I'm here.. Yes. Safely.. and miserably.
I have to get use to it. Sigh.. It's not easy to leave a place full of memories.
To leave my home and pursue my dream. Not easy..
Sigh. I miss home, I miss everything back there.
How I wish I could just fly back every weekends.

It's tough but I'll be ok.
Thank you all for encouraging me, your prayers and banyak la..

I couldn't sleep last night. I think my bed is made out of recycled newspapers..
Very funny.. No pillow, no nemo, no blanket..
But I'm fine with it. I'm not here for a vacation. I'm here for my future.

And I see lotsa spiderman in my room. Their webs to trap Miss Mary Jane..
Mosquitos party-ing every night. Very hot like got sun in my room..
Ceh.. Kan bagus if got winter...


Attended the first class, pretty boring..
Erm.. Nothing much..


Food.. OH!!! I'm craving for "real" food now!
Skip this topic.. If I don't.. Habis this laptop kena makan..

Tomorrow is Saturday..
MJYF.. Sigh. I'm so gonna miss worshiping with my youths.
Play my guitar and sing out loud. Bully the juniors.
Supper after youth. ARGH~ Food.. change topic..
Oh I'm so gonna miss them..


Sigh.. I'll come back soon. But I won't say when. =p
Let it be a surprise. Grand entrance..
Don't be surprise if I come back with an Indian boyfriend.
Lots and lots of Indian here.. I have no idea why..
But good la.. Their roti canai really taste like roti canai..
Oh crap.. Food.. change topic...


Was just kidding bout coming back with an Indian boyfriend..
Haha... Alright. I seriously needa hunt for food now.
Oh ya! And the nearest gym is 25mins away from my hostel.. Bless my soul =="
Crap.. Ok ok ok.. My stomach is very unhappy now..

Ta ta..

God bless!

Ron HM