29.3.10

Hmm..


Why am I feeling this way?
Hmm..
Why is it so hard to sleep?
I'm not sad, I'm not depress, I'm not angry..
I'm just.. blank.

I needa know..
I wish..

I stand by what I said before..
Good things come when you wait patiently..

Goodnight..

God Bless

Hmm..

Ron HM

28.3.10

I HATE!!!!! - Coulrophobia

I HATE HATE HATE HATEEEE CLOWNS!!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE CLOWNS!!
ARGH!!


Let me describe what clowns look like
Heavy make-ups, artificial expressions and unusual attires make a coulrophobic feel extremely uncomfortable. The identity of the person is perfectly concealed with bulbous nose, wired hair color and an acutely painted face.
They are EVIL!!!
Like Abby said, they shouldn't exist..
They are unnecessary/rejected/dirty/scary creatures that take up our oxygen..


Fear Of Clowns is The King of All Weird Phobias!

Does the name Pennywise tell you something? Maybe the chills, maybe some fear, maybe some hatred, or maybe nothing. Imagine that you are alone in your house, it's getting dark, you can't see really well. The door bell rings, you go downstairs very slowly, you open the door and... Pow! A big clown face greets you with an annoying/devilish laughter GUFFAW, GUFFAW, GUFFAW!!! Fear of clowns, together with fear of driving and fear of success, is one of the most known weird phobias and fears.



Fear of clowns, or its scientific name coulrophobia, is an extreme fear towards these hated creatures. It isn't true what they say: clowns are not funny, cute or good-spirited creatures. Well, maybe they are, depending on who is or who is not afraid of clowns. There has always been ambivalence, since people have managed to label clowns into two types. The good, funny one with fear of driving and the evil, sinister one, that kidnaps people and puts them in the trunk of the car to eat them later. Fear of clowns could be toward both of them. However, weird phobias and fears tend to address the evil clown.



Fear of clowns is more common with children; say ages 2 to 7, nonetheless, it can also be found among teenagers and some adults. These weird phobias and fears are caused by two main reasons:


1) Children grow fear of clowns after experiencing a dramatic situation with a clown in person. It may have been at a neighbor's party, or a cruel prank the child's father made. This fear is usually carried to the child's adult life. A similar situation happen with fear of driving, where a traumatic situation makes the brain to retain that episode.



2) After seeing a malefic portrayal of a clown in the movies, television or media in general.



A Social Phobia



There has been a tendency in popular culture to turn the clown persona upside down, providing it with traits of horror. Fear of clowns as part of the weird phobias and fears have been feeding of human terror since the 70's. Weary Willie the clown created one of the first cases of multiple personality in the body of the Kelly's dynasty, father and son. On decade later a whole lot of movies started to give a bigger stardom to these Machiavellian characters. Movies like 'It' and 'Killer Klowns From Outer Space' really created a culture of fear among youngsters. With other generations, evil clown costumes are very popular in Halloween celebrations, town festivals and parties all over.

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The Common Symptoms Of Clown Phobia

  1. The clown makes you feel so afraid that you cannot even breathe properly.
  2. Your clown phobia makes you sweat a lot.
  3. You have nausea and your mouth becomes dry.
  4. You feel terribly sick and you start shaking.
  5. Your heart palpitates fast and you cannot even speak or think properly.
  6. You suffer from a constant fear of dying.
  7. At times, you tend to behave abnormally as if you are unable to control your psyche.
  8. You tend to move away from reality and experience a full-blown anxiety attack.


Abby and I suffered minor "heart failure", unable to speak and unable to think properly..
right Abby?

Eh Jolyn, why aren't you afraid of clowns??
They are very evil! Ish..

Why they put that stupid clown at The Spring?

Menyusahkan..



haiz..





25.3.10

She's got.. ahh.. forget about it.. loving it..

Love this song.. and the lyrics..
=)

We were seventeen and invincible
Had the world figured out and the girl on my shoulders
Told me everything's gon' be alright
And everything was gonna be alright

Yeah maybe we were in high school
But you never see the ending
When you're young and not pretending
Singing everything's gon' be alright
And everything was gonna be alright
Buried her deep inside
Stars go kill my eyes

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now

Then I took a trip out to LA
For the girl with a smile that could take your breath away
I'm thinking everything's gon' be alright
And everything was gonna be alright


Maybe I thought I could sweep in and
Sweep her off her feet and go right back to Boston
Thinking everything's gon' be alright
And everything was gonna be alright
The streets keep holding on but now she's so far gone

Take me back to you somehow
And everything that I know now it's so hard
I tore us apart
Take me back to feeling like the world
Would just keep dealing me the right cards
Now you're just so far

And I'm 23 and invincible
Got the world figured out and a bird on my shoulders
Told me everything's gon' be alright
And when is everything gonna be alright?

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
Cause then she goes
I wish that I could press rewind somehow
But she's got a boyfriend now

Martin Johnson



Yea.. I always thought everything's gonna be alright.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I was wrooonng..
=/
Don't wanna know why..

Earth Hour!
Woo!
Cham liao..
Need a generator and a really, really big torchlight..

God Bless

Ron HM



24.3.10

Today is Wednesday..

Went swimming..
With ah girl, bryan, shirley, ivan and val..
Damn..
2hours in the pool!
I'm SICK! FEVER!! FLU!! argh..
Haha..
Val can't swim..
Ah girl also..
Damn funny..
Bryan too..

2hours!
Now my eyes are so blurry..
My hair like candle wax lo..

Then..
We had dinner together..
Chit chat chit chat..
Go home..
Rest..

haha..



Now I realise
Sometimes I need what only you can provide.. Your absence
and..
Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much.. You're not that good.
Great sarcasms for you..

=)


God Bless..
May He Bless you more of wisdom.. and sanity..
I'm not being rude..

You're just insignificant..
There you go..
another one.

Just gotta love life sometimes..
Most of the time.. with sarcasms..



God Bless ya..

Ron HM

God that healeth me

Migraine, migraine ohh migraine..
Why are you so so so arghh....
Sien..

Give me a break will ya?
sheesh..

Sigh..

Oh well.. Living with it.

hmm..




You are the God. That healeth me
You are the Lord my Healer
You sent Your Word and You healed my disease
You are the Lord my Healer..
Don Moen

Simple prayer, humble heart..
God listens..

God Bless

Ron HM

21.3.10

Amazing


So amazing that You..
So amazing that I..
Really so amazing that We..

..



The smile on your face..
Puts a smile on my face..

=)

Amazing..

It may not seem amazing at all..


To me..

It is..


God Bless

Ron HM

20.3.10

a very long one....


nyama nyama.. argh bu la la hey yo..

huga huga huga bohohohohohoho!

shibbi shibbi kelelelele kentut heh heh puuut...

iti iti iti ititt... de quackee queakkk.. snocth..

pullman tut gah hilton...

nyeee mah mu bubu meow..

God Bless..

Just another day in the world we live


Ron HM

15.3.10

What If..



What if I told you

I was lying?
I was wrong?
I was stupid?
I was ignorant?


What if I told you

You were just a mere imagination?
You were never there?
You were trouble?
You ran away?

nah..




well..

Rough journey it was..
Tough decisions
Unbreakable chain..
Shitty shitty shit shit.

sigh..

I'm a little dazed and confused
All my days have turned into nights


Every single sad song you'll able to relate..
Don't get emotional, baby.
This one I dedicate


What if life is as simple as ABC?
What's gonna happen then?


Was I just another ghost that's been in your bed?




Did I mean nothing at all??




Thinking too much, am I?
Guess so..

I am..






어쩌면 당신이 옳았어요 ...




저것..

나는 당신을받을 자격이 없어...

sigh

i still can hear you whispering in my ear
..

Argh

great..


God help me..
Please help...




하나님의 축복이 당신은
God Bless..


Don't poo here...


Ron HM

13.3.10

On Top Of The World


Look out across the water

Faces of lonely daughters


and mothers who care


But just can't be there


Swear that I will see you someday


I have to find a way


To show you I care


Even if you're not there



So I'm following the


road to where you are

The streetlights they will


guide me to the stars


That's where you are



Let's spend tonight

on top of the world

And we can do anything


We can be anything


I'll meet you tonight

on top of the world



Hm...

...


Martin Johnson

Ron HM


11.3.10

what a week!~



Fui.. garh..
So the very tired.
Gosh.. but so having the much fun at the same time..
=)

My brain clogged wei..
Cant think of anything to write..


Stopped training dy.
sigh..
Sorry coach..
Busy busy..

No time to update blog pun..
=/

...

.........

Gdnite... =="

God Bless


Ron HM

5.3.10

Love You So Much...



Hear these praises from a grateful heart

Each time I think of You
The praises start
Love You so much, Jesus
Love You so much

Lord, I love You, my soul sings
Here in Your presence
Carried on Your wings
Love You so much, Jesus

Love You so much


How my soul longs for you
Longs to worship You forever
In Your power and majesty
Lift my hands, lift my heart
Lift my voice towards the heavens
For You are my sun and shield

I really love You, Jesus.. So much

Ron HM

2.3.10

...

HAHA!!
I thought you're losing it!
For real!
Stop being a troll!
Gosh man!
What a big goof...

WoW! Something good is gonna happen!
Maybe not!!
Hey hey erm.. somebody..
Need a mask?
I'll buy one for you!
You'll needa come with me, troll.
Coz I never wore a mask before.

Listen up, walking bat.
Stop being a jerk and don't act as if you're HOLY~
Well, I don't call myself holy, pony..
I don't act holy.
I know God and I fear God..
But hey! I am a human for goodness sake!
and so are YOU! hole sucker!
Or wait..
Maybe you're not.
ahhh.. That explains..
I feel much better now..
Thank you.

Pathetic..
yea you are.
Stop wandering around!
You annoy me!
Blah..
Go.. Italy or Europe or wherever..
Far far away..
Oh oh.. Maybe not.
They'll prosecute you right away when they see you..
My my..

Maybe I should stop being like this...
Maybe I should pray for you..
and for myself..

well.. I'm still suffering from some stupid impact.
Guess I didn't see that coming.

Argh~



"Ron, being foolish again, didn't you?"

"Yes aunt, I did.."

"So, have you learned from your mistakes? "

"Yes aunt, I have.."

"Good then.. Be wiser next time"

"Yes aunt, I will.."

"So, what are you gonna do next?"

"I'm gonna give her my ~LOVE~"

"???"


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God Bless..


Ron HM




I'm sorry.. Not quite myself lately